^^^^^^^^^^ itym “graduate”, no? ^________^ p.s. congratulations shoofle

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As I said before I left California, I was pretty apprehensive about this Paris trip.  It turns out it hasn’t been half bad.  Maybe a little less than half.  A third, say.

We’ve had some pretty hardcore ups and downs over the past week.  As we gradually settled into actually being on vacation, stopped trying to do every possible thing all the time, and just slowed down overall, things got better.  We figured out, once again, how to stop fighting, be civil, and basically just be okay.  Most of the time.  We’re trying.

I feel like I’m getting a little stronger, mentally and emotionally.  When F’s troubles really have nothing to do with me, I can now recognize that and respond accordingly.  It helps.

One thing I’m still definitely looking forward to is having my own apartment.  Moving to San Francisco is bittersweet: I’m very excited about finally living there, having roommates, living close to other interesting people, having space to spread out and relax, and having such gorgeous views.  Yet, I still have a twinge of sadness that I’m not going to be in Boston.  Boston - the city with which I have more positive associations than I ever actually experienced there.

Surely I’ll socialize and make friends in San Francisco.  It will be okay.  I will be okay.  I am looking forward to basically being single for the first time in my life.

manosukestoned420:

i dont even frickin know what my sexuality is anymore i just like everyone who’s nice to me

I got to work before noon
But I drove for some stupid reason instead of biking
And I got a traffic ticket on my 2 mile drive
And now I am in my car in the underground garage
Crying
Because nothing ever makes me feel good
But lots of things make me hurt

At least I slept some last night.

I’m flying to Paris tomorrow. I hope it isn’t a waste of a trip.